Thursday, May 19, 2011

Mushy Mush Love

Today I found an email Tim wrote me a few days ago.  I had somehow missed it while reading other emails.  At the end of the email it said, "love you, my sweet Nuggy's house."  It made me smile so big.  Tim tells me I'm supposed to get really big because I'm Nuggy's House right now.  He's always so thoughtful and sweet.  The other day I was showing him my growing belly and he says to me something like, "I think you look the most beautiful I've ever seen you." Ha!

I feel so lucky to be so loved, and to never wonder or guess if he's thinking of me, or loving me.  From the very beginning he's always told me, "as much as you're missing me, I'm missing you."  I didn't think it was possible at first, for that to be true, but it was and it is and it always will be.

I'm so excited to start our next adventure together.  Marriage, and parenting!  So many things to plan and prepare for, and it never seems like there is enough time to get it done.  I'm happy I get to spend the rest of my life with someone as special as him.  I hope our son is just like him.

There aren't enough words, in my little brain rapidly losing brain cells, to explain how lovely love is, and to say how much I love him.